What will happen if we die? Do we still know who we are when we die? Can we still see our love ones even if we die? I believe in the so-called Heaven and Hell, but i don’t believe in purgatory.

During my childhood, my parents taught me how to love God. They introduced me to Him with faith and strong sense of belief in God. We would go to church every week. I’ve been an active official of the congregation. I have learned a lot from the people around me and to the people i’ve met. I know, they also learned from me, in my dedication, sincerity and honesty.

It’s been years from now when i stop my church activities. I kept on saying God is there beside me, to guide me during my ups and downs. To thank Him.

Today, i search to find my soul. I don’t know what’s bothering me every time i feel down. I look God in the sky when i cry. I call His name every time i want to. I believe in His creation, and i believe in His presence.

There’s one question that left me unanswered, what will happen if i die? And the biggest question for me is, when will i die? I wanna live longer. I wanna stay with my family even if i am old, really old. I still wanna taste the sweetest moments of my life here. I still wanna achieve the life i can give to my love ones.

I am not done yet.

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